New Bride Dreamz ......

New Bride Dreamz ......

A new bride is such beauty to everyone ..

An attraction to the guest..

An inspiration to the host..

A pride to her in laws..

A doll to her parents..

A charm to her groom..

And a heroin to herself :)

I am a bride

A beautiful bride 

I am filled with full of dreams in my thoughts

Wandering colourful butterflies in my eyes

I speak so confidently

Deeply Lost innocently

My smile has a background dream

My speech is the music of the song in my mind 

My thinking is extra positive

My affection is overwhelming 

I feel everything so very perfect 

And that My family is only the Best in this worlds family market..

I am so Lucky

I got everyone only for me

I love them and they love me more than I do

Feels like a bliss of one ray of god favourable at Me 

I wish I could give them the best with all my strength I can

And finally decided to give the rest of  my life with my man

I want to see happiness in my perfect family people's faces

So tried to erase all the negative traces

Believe it or not, my love for them went so deeply that I realised

Even for my parents, something that I couldn't even sacrifice

I suppressed my rights in this home to fulfil their desires

finally placed my angel in their hands,to see those beautiful smiling hearts.. 

Everything seemed perfect as And when I lived for them

Secrets that I shared and memories I made..

Now that My friendly adorable loving family seems to be so happy by me..

That I became more n more comfortable in between

Once my sense pushed me hard to protect my family from a bad sign of this world 

And forward I went to protect the relation which i tot someone precious of mine

Life banged me such a good lesson with much a twirling shock

I wondered is it life or is it the selfish people ??

 Who the hell changed me so much ..?

I cannot find myself in my touch..

Is their still something to watch..

I wonder lights pierced my eyes of that bad torch 

All my dreams shattered at once

When I heard that I am nothing for them in any chance

All that they needed was the info I gave out of me

Benefitted always with full of profits, were they habited on me

I had lost all control on myself being so helpless

As They Used my secret sharing as their weapons..

And those friendly conversations were all just the betrayals

False stories already spread quite a wide in smoky shadow trailers 

Only when I was lost myself in dreaming of family perfect scene

One by one realised all the tricks played being so mean

But it's so late that I have known this fact

Lost some ten years out of track 

Finally became a stupid's fool :)) 

With no common sense .. Queen of foolish fools :))